that was the recurring theme for me this week. pacing between confidence levels that led me to final self doubt. but I learned that so many people believed in me. and that made all the difference. in turn, I believe in 'my' students. a lot.
I taught my classes at 8, 9, and 10 am yesterday and walked up the giant hill to my classroom in giant high heels. wearing a pencil skirt with a--dare i say--blouse, I drew attention to myself on a friday morning. I was glad after classes when I could walk the 5 minutes down the giant hill and change into jeans and a t-shirt. back on campus, I blended. and I loved it. being mainstream is worth a million times more than standing out.
I have, so far, had a typical BYU weekend. although I sometimes dread it, I can endure the weekend with enjoyment with such pleasant company.
my roommates Riley, Ariel, Jess.
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