tuesday.

new thin-soled vans.  more flexible. more enjoyable. 

i have a lot on  my mind lately. 

school. finals tomorrow and thursday.  haven't studied nor am i prepared to be tested.  how can i just not care? i'll make it.  am sort of wondering what to expect for fall.  what classes will i take and will it be too much? i hope i regain focusness and can move more steadfastly.  i want to be a distance person. try out for cross country--not track.  

home.  moving home in 3 days.  pushing out of my mind that overly obtrusive thought what is there for me in st. george? it's easier this time, though.  now that spring is over, there really isn't much for me in provo either.  besides school--and i'm not wishing nor willing to push through it so quickly i regret it.  home will be good. unlimited summer activities that will make time go by faster than i probably want it to.  anyone know of restaurants in st. g. that are hiring?

life.  like i said, i've been experiencing some new experiences lately.  which is good. when people ask how are you? i really think about it. i've been thinking about it.  i am really good. like. really good.  

friends.  i'm so grateful for true friends.  embracing in times of hardship.  there are ties between us. i'm glad for the friends i haven't seen in a year, but that i can give a tight hug.  and i'm glad for the friends i can give a tight hug and start crying. i'm glad for friends i can call at 8:25 am and force to help me! experience is key. 

in answer to my own question, what is for me in st. george is friends. home. life.  different home. different life.  always same friends.