12.16.2009

photo at Shanti Bhavan by Amiran White

my heart hurts. I want to go back to Shanti Bhavan every day. I don't know why it has just hit me this week. during finals.

I am "planning" on going to Washington D.C. in the summer. but right now I just can't fathom not going back to India. it's making me ill.

my heart hurts because I was born here. and when I'm here I wish I was there. and I know when I'm there, I will desperately miss everyone sitting with me now as I type.

2 comments:

erica said...

aren't decisions the worst. i am the worlds worst decision maker....but everything will work out, you'll figure out where you need to be.

are we going to see you over the holidays?? it has been far to long my friend!

love you.

Aly said...

AMY don't worry that I really love your blog ever since you showed it to me for shanti bhavan stuff. and i'm creepily commenting on it haha

But I feel that ache too girl. Its the worst. But DC will be just as amazing. go learn some more awesome stuff that you can take back to India soon, they will love that. hope you had a good break!